The Spirituality Of Personal Pain

I am not sure about the 'just' in this statement,
I am never sure about words like 'just' and 'only'.
But the idea that those who feel suicidal
feel that 'home' is elsewhere rings true enough,
particularly when in the body they are in 
they feel estranged from the housekeeper of it
for living through the circumstances they do.
As for angels, my closest friend often thinks
that he is not human and that my closeness to him
means that I am not human either.
Angels are our imagined 'spiritual' animals.