........................................................................................ - a weBlog by Snowy and me.

Saturday, 5 September 2026

Are You Betting On The End Times?

Being closer than those around you realise?
If you are then from what position of power
are you acting? The well financed politician
who has bought their popularity with adverts
in which they make a virtue of their getting in bed
with the tech giants, for whom their technology
is an each way bet where whatever the odds they win.
As a monopoly that is how they rig the odds:
whoever plays, they are always the biggest winners. 

Or are you one of the less powerful men and women
who knows more the limitations of what they can do,
and what they can hope for, but who keeps watch
because they don't know, day to day, what to watch for? 

I will always be in the latter group: whatever I do I accept
the limitions of my living to extend the limits of how how I live.
 I feel as uncertain about the future times as I feel about the past.
The present is the best point to be sure of. For others to survive
I have to show self discipline and work in consent with people
I know less well than I wish, for what I do to work well for them.


Friday, 4 September 2026

What Can Be Understood, But Must Also Change

The song title I would love to hear
that I don't know if it has been written
would have to be titled 'Irony Blues'.

A song in where in wracked tones
the singer outlines a narrative of suffering
but in the last verse he compares it
with the suffering of being confined
always to sing about his suffering,
as of the two sufferings are different
but they might be comparable.

How deep and lasting would the irony
in 'Irony Blues' be when I finally heard it?

Any listener who appreciates such a title
would have to have lived their own suffering,
unrecognised, for them to be caught
in the depth of the song. but how long,
would they remain thrilled by it?
Before they preferred some lighter entertainment?  

Thursday, 3 September 2026

Healthy Irony Vs Unhealthy Irony

Healthy Irony is poor black blues singers
hymning what life has done wrong to them
where the passion with which they belt it out
is a partial curative of the conditions the sing of,
and an education and instruction for how some folks
survive the world, for those wh have never suffered.

Unhealthy irony is modern governments piling cover up
on cover up, on cover up, in palimpsests of shame
when rogue agents of the state do wrong in secret
and the powers that be side with those agents,
and against public decency, in the way they regulate
money sex and power, the basis of all law and custom,
and all the complexities that flow out of them.   

Wednesday, 2 September 2026

I Was A Teenage Loss Leader

When I was meant to start work I didn't,
I was diverted to local college courses
where the second and third components
of what I was studying were held far away,
and my family would not let me leave.
The alternative was 'youth training schemes'
in which the money that went with the youths
mattered more to employers than youths learning.

More false starts followed. There was work,
where I, or my family  could live with me being
on the wobbly bottom rung of the employment ladder
which could throw those on it out of work at any time.

And then I was no longer a teenager. But my family
clung to me as I tried to move away from the teen
I used to be, whilst I uncertainly sought a maturity
my family had allowed for, and late/slow but sure
get a normal education. My exit started  in a place
I did not expect. I read a book that changed my life,
'Depression: The Way Out Of Your Prison' by Dorrothy Rowe,
which explained how for those who are depressed,
much of how they feel comes from the doom loops
in the behaviour and language of those around them.

She wrote 

'Not spoiling' a child means trying to break that child's spirit'

and

''After all I've done for you' has alienated more children
from their parents than any act of parent cruelty.'
 

amongst many other quotes 

Slowly, I inclreeased the distance I could sustain from my family,
and slowly I felt better. But all that I will leave for another time
in this much recalled, and often repeated, saga.   


   

Tuesday, 1 September 2026

Picture Set Of The Month - Romanesque Sea Beasts

One of over a hundred painted panels
on the ceiling of a Romanesque church at Zillich

But the panels that I have selected here
are merely the sequence of sea beasts. 

In the time these beasts were painted
the earth was thought to be flat.

The land was thought to be surrounded 
by mysterious and unexplored oceans.
 

Protected by these beasts whose shape and size
could only be guessed. Some of us would be happy
for the world to return to a state something like that. 

Monday, 31 August 2026

Andre Gide On Georges Simonon

'Your are living on a false reputation
-just like Baudelaire*and Chopin*.
But nothing is more difficult
than making the public go back
on a too hasty first impression.
You are still the slave of your successes
and the reader's idleness would like
to put a stop to your triumphs there....
You are much more inmportant than is commonly supposed.'. 


*Both of whom were trapped by their early fame. 
Baudelaire and Chopin faced harsh early criticisms
and rigid public labels that evaded the depth of their genius.
Overcoming the rapidly arrived at, lazy early public judgment
takes a long time, The best estimations of artistic worth
last far beyond early limits set by popular critics.
 

Sunday, 30 August 2026

Book Review - 'Shadowplay' - Joseph O'Connor

 


   When the draw of a book is the origins of, well, a mythical being but the roots of the character are thoroughly human then the author has set himself a difficult task. This task is made more difficult when that character has been so comprehensively been reinvented by cinema, an art form not invented at the time of the source writings about them then the reader can multiply the complexites that the author has to grapple with. But with source material to draw on that is strong enough to tell the story the author can make play with the way that source material is used, particularly when said source material will be only mildly familiar to the casual reader. This lack of familiarity with source material improves the author's working chances for outlining the developments of the mythical character. 

  The character is Dracula, and to get to the outline of the character Josoeph O'Connor has to take the long way round via Victorian theatre: namely the relationships between actor Ellen Terry, actor Sir Henry Irving and stage manager and author Bram Stoker. So O'Connor starts with a rich palette of stories from which to fashion a figure who can never die and is never truly alive, who is a supreme exemple of a placeholder character who finds himself most at home in the shadows of given society.

  It is the theatre and Henry Irving that most brings the Dracula story to life. Irving is pivotal because he has the detachment, the airs and graces, and an interest in the occult, Irving is the one to employ Bram Stoker to run his theatre for him so that Irving can reserve his energies for acting and need not be too drawn into the actual mechanics of the theatre. Irving is the one to disparage Stoker's writng, but also keep him in employment and feed him material for writing. Whilst all the time O'Connor has Irving behaving as if that is not quite the case, as if Irving had no insight into himself. 

  The mechanics of  managing a theatre are detailed and complex to the point of exhausting. When the always wanna-be writer Bram Stoker starts writing he writes at night in a garret in the top of the theatre. It there finds the character of Dracula. As he sits in the still of night in the theatre Stoker writes and finds himelf caught up in an uneasy compulsion with the character, who even in the haziest of outlines clearly has some sort of life force that bids Stoker to write more. 

  In the meanwhile real life characters pass through the theatre, like Oscar Wilde before he is taken to court by the Marquis of Queensbury,. That is a minor side show and a bit of breathng space for the reader. But by the time that first draft of the Dracula story is complete, the reader has also absorbed the idea of the double life from Wilde's gothic novel, 'The Picture of Dorian Gray'. The reader is aware of Dracula being a presence even when he is not quite present on the page of Stoker's book, as conveyed in O'Connor's writing. But Dracula is becoming a much clearer presence in Stoker's mind, such that, at his wife's bidding (practical woman that she is) She makes Stoker write a play script of the manuscript of Dracula, so that when the play is read onstage, Stoker can claim copyright for 'Dracula - A Tale Of The Undead' from the British and Americam governments. This is done in Irving's theatre with the grudging blessing of Irving, for whom Shakspeare is king of the stage. No other writer in Irving's lifetime is going to compare.

  Ellen Terry's role in 'Shadowplay' is one of firstly adding sex appeal, second being an encourager, as the different strands of O'Connor's plot set off at great distant from each other and gradually become more thickly bound, as art imitates life, which imitates art, which imitates.....

  A mention here should be be made of the Jack The Ripper story who becomes an inciidental prop in the writing of the fictional Dracula. This is well aimed specuation on the part of O'Connor, in which ingeniously O'Connor also deflates the presence of Jack the Ripper in the book as other characters are horrified by the immediancy of the deaths of the seven women and the anonymity of The Ripper himself.

   As long as the daily life in the O'Connor's book is tied to the rich historical sources it takes it's cues from, the fiction of 'Shadowplay' is a highwire act where the only disadvantage comes from how each step forward is one step nearer the end of the wire/end the book. For that reason I am perversely enjoying not reading it as much as reading it: each step forward or chapter I read means less of the highwire act still to come, and therefore less to enjoy in furure unless the next book is as well sourced and written as this one. 

  When pleasure deferred is pleasure that is to come then it is better not rushed. Whatever is worth waiting for is worth reading more slowly. 

  That said, the way this book winds down with it's different endings would be a test of many reader's patience. This reader felt quite strongly as if they have been served a wonderful main meal in a resaurant. But towards the end of the book/meal the author/waiter so wanted to serve me me sweetmeats, in spite of me being full. And the author/waiter did not know when to stop. I so wanted to say to Joseph O'Connor as I read on 'Thank you, no more. The bill please.....   '.